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The Shamballa Letter
VOLUME 12 - Number 15 April 13th, 1990
Beloved Chelas,
I would like to speak further to you about the subject of fear, which still sometimes blocks your correct perception of my quality of Justice.
Sometimes, the old - but deeply embedded - belief in so-called "sin", sustains a wall of fear, which is most difficult to break through for many of you. This old belief attempts to deny the existence of forgiveness and the Grace of God, even though God's Grace is repeatedly emphasized by the Masters of Light. Even the understanding of the law of karma is seriously misunderstood, and therein lies all fear of Divine Justice!
The law of karma simply means that all lifestreams must balance the use of God-energy which has been freely dispensed to sustain their existence in the world of form. If this Sacred Energy has been misused by the lifestream, it is true that it must be balanced. However, when a person becomes a conscious seeker of Truth, most of the misuse of that energy has already been balanced, mostly through 'trial and error', or the unconscious use of energy. For a person to become conscious of the Cosmic Law of Balance, he must have experienced the activity of this law for whatever time is required for him to understand that the events and conditions which exist in his world are the result of his own choice - and not just by accident. At that point - and not before - he steps upon the Path of Mastery! Now, this does not mean he has nothing left to balance, but it does mean that he will begin to reach up for guidance and forgiveness, for he will desire purification above all!
This brings me to the point of God's Grace! At the very first moment of reaching up, and saying "God forgive me for my misuse of your Sacred Life Essence!" - all the powers of Heaven are released to him, through the flooding of his entire Being with the Sacred Violet Transmuting Flame. Of his remaining karma, half is balanced for him by the Lords of Karma. This is a Gift, indeed!
A great deal of the fear you may still experience from time to time is associated with this old state of consciousness of 'sin and punishment'. It is directly related to a phase of existence through which you have already passed, in which you did not yet understand the working of the Law of Cosmic Balance!
My dear ones, this is such an important point, that I will close this letter here, asking that you take this week to work earnestly upon any vestiges of fear that are lurking within your etheric vehicles, especially as it relates to feeling that your Father-Mother God is a vengeful Being who has desire to punish you for wrong-doing. Especially notice - I said "feeling" - and not "thinking"! I know that you understand this with your minds - but the problem still lingers within your feeling worlds, and it will impede your progress until you perfect your mastery over it!
Take the Violet Flame, and BLAZE and BLAZE and BLAZE it through your lower vehicles - especially the etheric vehicle - until you free yourself from automatic response to fear!
I will assist you to the fullest!
PORTIA - GODDESS OF JUSTICE